Thursday, May 31, 2012

Tick............................tock...........................

4 days left!  To everyone who said the first week was the worst of the TWW, they weren't kidding.  After 7 days, I think your energy is depleted from the unbearable excitement and emotions and you have almost nothing left.  Now I'm more relaxed (not completely by any means) and level-headed.  I'm hoping with all of my heart the test will be positive (not that that's any guarantee), but I'm also fully prepared to hear it's negative.

Monsieur Positif & SeƱor Negativo
A few years ago we tried "traditional" surrogacy with a family member (not my blood relative). We had a positive pregnancy test, but in the end, it didn't pan out.  Ultimately, it was a blessing; it hurt for a long time, but we avoided a plethora of complicated family dynamics and emotions.

So the last few days, I've tried to be positive; sending out positive vibes to the universe, being nice to people I dislike and that don't deserve it, etc.  I think my karma should be in balance. Not that I really believe in that stuff.  And the brat in me is screaming over and over:
           "I want a Oompa-Loompa BABY!"
1971 Golden Ticket Winner: Veruca Salt
"AND I WANT IT NOW!!!"

6 comments:

  1. BEST OF LUCK! Oompa Loompas and babies (at least at this point in our journey) are very similar. Not that I've taken care of an Oompla Loompa or anything.

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  2. Sending piles of positive energy your way for the last few sleeps.
    Best wishes : )

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  3. Good luck guys! Fingers crossed for a BFP!

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  4. Fingers and toes crossed for you guys, best of luck

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  5. Just two more days!! I hope and pray you get a positive!

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  6. Good Luck for test day, which I think is monday. Hope you get a BFP!! Love SR x

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